so I guess this is my first fanart for SUJU... ok I don't know why I did it, I haven't picked up a pencil to draw in over two years... I used to never go without a sketchpad anywhere but about two years ago I lost inspiration so I stopped.... but then today, I was feeling down because I got into an argument with a doctor who despite my 90's and above grades gave me an 88.
I didn't get any lower than a 91 in that class throughout the year and despite the fact that I had proof (since he gives out feedback reports with the grades) he didn't care, he said that I was too quiet in class despite being very good, kind and having a good "perspective" on the patients, so therefore he had to deduct points, so he gave me an 88... yeah, i was upset. seriously just because I'm not an ass-licker/ass-kisser like SOME people, does that mean that I deserve less points that what is objectively earned? I swear where does getting, a 91, a 97, a 95 and 100 in four different oral tests end up being an average of 88? WHERE!!?!?!?!?!?!?! oh I reaaaaaally wanted to kick someones ass today.. really... what the hell did I try so hard for? ok, i know that at least I know that I know my stuff, but the thing is is that it will lower my GPA- and then five years from now, I won't be able to choose what region to do my social service year in, I'll be given wherever... TT_____TT
anyways as I was frustrated at home, and couldn't even LOOK at my textbooks, my hands started itching and I started to draw, and then I realized that it was heenim's style for the SME fotobook- the one where he had the extremely white hair... anyways... yeah..
So yeah Heenim would probably freak out by how bad it's drawn, but for having stopped drawing for two years, I don't think I did too badly...lol anyways... that's all I wanted to share for tonight