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Because I'm upset >_<'

 so I guess this is my first fanart for SUJU... ok I don't know why I did it, I haven't picked up a pencil to draw in over two years... I used to never go without a sketchpad anywhere but about two years ago I lost inspiration so I stopped.... but then today, I was feeling down because I got into an argument with a doctor who despite my 90's and above grades gave me an 88.

 I didn't get any lower than a 91 in that class throughout the year and despite the fact that I had proof (since he gives out feedback reports with the grades) he didn't care, he said that I was too quiet in class despite being very good, kind and having a good "perspective" on the patients, so therefore he had to deduct points, so he gave me an 88... yeah, i was upset. seriously just because I'm not an ass-licker/ass-kisser like SOME people, does that mean that I deserve less points that what is objectively earned? I swear where does getting, a 91, a 97, a 95 and 100 in four different oral tests end up being an average of 88? WHERE!!?!?!?!?!?!?! oh I reaaaaaally wanted to kick someones ass today.. really... what the hell did I try so hard for? ok, i know that at least I know that I know my stuff, but the thing is is that it will lower my GPA- and then five years from now, I won't be able to choose what region to do my social service year in, I'll be given wherever... TT_____TT

anyways as I was frustrated at home, and couldn't even LOOK at my textbooks, my hands started itching and I started to draw, and then I realized that it was heenim's style for the SME fotobook-  the one where he had the extremely white hair... anyways... yeah..





So yeah Heenim would probably freak out by how bad it's drawn, but for having stopped drawing for two years, I don't think I did too badly...lol anyways... that's all I wanted to share for tonight
  • Current Location: Pissedofflandia
  • Current Mood: pissed off pissed off
  • Current Music: The More I Love- Boohwal
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YEAH!!!!!!!!!

1 TEST DOWN 4 TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I GOT A 100% CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? YEP I DID! GO ME!! AND IT WAS AN ORAL TEST THE WORST KIND THERE IS! IN FRONT OF A PATIENT AND ALL THAT! KEKEKEKE
I DID WELL SO PROUD OF MYSELF.... YES I KNOW I'M GLOATING UNBECOMINGLY BUT STUDYING CONTINUOUSLY PAID OFF!!!!!!!!! KEKEKEKEKE
  • Current Music: The First Poem- Shin Sung Woo
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Living not Existing

Title: Living not Existing
Pairing: Eeteuk/ Heechul (side KangMin) Sequel to After the Storm
Rating: G
A/N: I wrote this about 4-5 months ago, but I hadn't posted it because I wasn't sure of it or even really happy with it, I've edited it and re-edited it so I'm more satisfied so I'll finally open it to the public. Here's to hoping that it's enjoyed by someone out there :)
Living not Existing

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Hello, Ghost

 For the first time in many years I have actually cried while watching a movie.... my godI didn't think I would, I thought it would be a strange movie but not really touching and boy was I wrong! Hello, Ghost was incredible I breezed through it enjoying the interactions between the character and then at the end.. the very end you get the explanation for everything that's happened to him... and really tears just welled up in my eyes and fell together with Sang Man... really really haven't had that happen to me... it's come close like with loving you a thousand times and My Girlfriend is a Gumiho.. but they've never actually spilled over together with the main character like they did for this movie... as Sang Man cried I cried... god that movie was very moving!
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  • Current Mood: melancholy melancholy
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So these are Tweets from Brian Joo....


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But that still isn't an excuse, and I know... But please except my apology for I am hurt that others are hurt... I will pray for you all
 
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& I wasn't trying to imitate a certain group of people, but my close friend who was actually on set w/ me that day, visiting from Seattle
 
 
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And if my apology isn't enough, I don't know what else I can do~I am seriously sorry
 
 
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Please forgive me as I admit my faults... Never meant to hurt anyone. I hate no one and only want to share love with the world..sincerely
 
 
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Why did he write these apology tweets?
Because apparently people were offended by his acting a certain way that a group seems to identify with. Was it funny... hell yeah, it reminded me of a couple of my friends back home in California, and I found it amusing. Apparently not everybody found it as humourous and are accusing him of being a racist, which I don't think he is at all. 
And on second thought, why are they so sensitive, loved comedians do the same voice and I don't see them forced to publicly apologize for something that was supposed to be funny.... and not only that they make fun of latinoes, but even my being a latina doesn't stop it from cracking me up... so people should just calm down and get their knickers out of a twist and relax



 
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All My Life With All My Love 5

Title : All my life with All my love 5/?
Pairing Broken!KiHae, Brother!HeeBum
Rating PG
Summary: Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option… That's something that Donghae has finally realized for himself.
Disclaimer If I owned Suju, I wouldn´t be writing fanfiction
Author Note: I know this is a short update, but it's the only way I'll be able to share this story, long chapters will take even longer periods between updates and I want to try not to have them so few and far in between^^.

 


"You're a FOOL KIM KIBUM! Just ask yourself how you'll feel seeing him with some other man standing at his side? Some other man holding him as he cries, some other man loving him instead of you. Just ask yourself, Can you live with that? Can you?"Collapse )